I was trapped! Trapped in my own cave, I couldn’t see how to get out of this passage. It’s a cave carved by Elijah’s scriptural experience and his human boundaries. How could this man experience God in such extreme, demonstrative ways, personally and graciously subjected to God’s power with the wind, earthquake and fire, go to the front of the cave, in response to God’s personal presence, and repeat the tripe justification of fleeing for his life after abandoning God’s station for him in Jezreel? This is the “Elijah Complex”, and ours as well! It is being loved beyond our comprehension even though standing comfortably in our wobbly reasoning.
How often do we interpret our reason as God’s light? How often do we use God’s blessings to confirm our own desire? Even as we drill down within our own humanity, exposing frail vulnerabilities, we layer a veil over our heart, hardening against the effects of God’s wind, earthquakes and fire, His righteous love is administrating. Without God’s mercy, without God’s grace, we are lost! We have no means to see God’s righteousness and even more blatantly, we are powerless to walk in His truth without continuous and constant grace.